Live my dream

It doesn't matter, they say,
You tried you're best each and everyday.
But that won't fix my broken heart,
Or stop the pain that tears me apart.
It didn't grant me those wishes,
To stand in the sea or share those kisses.
That is why I cannot fail.
I cannot allow myself to grow too frail.
I will go to college and then to Uni.
If it's not what you'd expect, sue me.
But I have to do it.
Live my dream and scream screw it.